So I went and had a great time. As I did cardio on Christmas Eve in the peace and quiet of the Disney themed hotel gym, while my sisters went to Tomorrowland. I had a revelation. I did not miss him, and I was glad he didn’t come. Even though we were married and technically “together”. I was overwhelmed with the feeling of being alone in the relationship, it’s a sad feeling to have. Once you come to terms with that, it’s often too late to remedy or change.